I forgot my ear buds at my sister's house last weekend! I wanted to go out for my first run today since the Monument Av 10K race last week. Last week was tough for me - the hubs was out of town for business, I couldn't get a run in, so today I felt so done. I NEED to run.
I was so desperate to start feeling better about everything that I ventured out without music. I refused the hub's offer to borrow his headphones because I just wanted to get out right away. Forget SI Joint Dysfunction, forget ITBS, forget plantar fasciitis. I'm so over being injured. I need a break away from the kids. I'm going for a run. I left the boys with the hubs around 6:30pm. The hubs gave me this look like, "what about dinner?" and I just had to leave. I'm so done. I felt kinda bad afterwards for not telling the hubs ahead of time what I was going to do and to leave him trying to figure out dinner. Yeah, that was bad.
I did my usual 5K out and back to Victor Lane. I started slow and steady. It was a cloudy and the skies threatened rain, but I didn't care. For the first time, I heard the little brook that went under the same running path I take every week. It was neat to hear the water jump over the rocks. I heard birds trying to get away from the darkening skies. I could hear my running shoes hitting the pavement in a rhythm with my breathing. For the first time since I started running, I felt more relaxed, at ease. I didn't feel as hurried by a fast beat, or feel the pressure to run fast to music. I ran as fast and as slow as my body wanted, and it felt good!
The other thing I discovered today was my left running shoe is a wee bit bigger for my left foot! When I doubled up on socks on my left foot, I didn't feel any arch pain! YAY!
It was a great run today. I didn't stop to walk or to jog. I listened to my body and just ran. Do you run with music? Have you tried running without music? Give it a try! It's not as scary as it seems. I was distracted by everything around me to feel burdened by the miles. I actually like running without music now. Helps clear my head. If I ever need to focus on something I want to hear, I play a song in my head, and it works just fine. Try it!
I know that feeling... Sometimes one just needs a run. Pronto!
ReplyDeleteWhen I'm out running in nature, I also prefer running without music. Love those runs. But on very long runs those tunes sure make the miles pass more quickly!
Yay for no arch pain!!
Thanks! You know, the longest run without music for me was 5 miles. Not sure how I'd feel running farther than that without music, but I hear you! Anything to make the miles go by faster!
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